all alone.

As i sit here all alone in my house... i allow mind to wonder... Does he still love me? Does he even think about me at all...? Does he even know how much I love him? I dont think that he does... he doesnt even want to look at me anymore... he knows that me seeing then together hurts more than anything... it really does... i love him with everything that i possible have... i cant just turn it on and off like he did... ireally dont know what to do..