all alone.

As i sit here all alone in my house... i allow mind to wonder... Does he still love me? Does he even think about me at all...? Does he even know how much I love him? I dont think that he does... he doesnt even want to look at me anymore... he knows that me seeing then together hurts more than anything... it really does... i love him with everything that i possible have... i cant just turn it on and off like he did... ireally dont know what to do..

Praying For A Change

In our world today, you see people walking around wondering what their plans are going to end up being for the upcoming weekend... And yes i will admit that I was previously one of those lost people.. Untill God reached out to me and guided me to this amazing church Southern Heights Baptist! This church and all of its people have moved mein so many ways to change my life for the better... I have an amazing youth pastor Ricky Sowell and he has helped me through so much..He is always there for me to talk to even though most of the time I may not know or understand what to say to him at the time... But just the fact of knowing that he is always going to be there for me to talk to is a comfort!... :] going to church has made me an overall better person even though i still have many challanges that God is going to face me with ( I know that I have God to lean on)I am aware that i dont have the best past record of behavior... But I know that I am walking hand in hand with God.. and he will guide me to where he needs me to be! :]
I love you all!

Kristi...